Thursday, January 31, 2008

who will i be in 10 years time...

10 years is just 3650 days away.............

lets start with my career. well, no doubt it looks like i am already on the right path to my calling in the industry. the amount of jealousy and envy and slander against me is just proof that i am already a threat to some. but what they dont fucking know is that i dont give a fucking damn.

i love my job. i love what i'm doing. but all my closest friends know that i hate office politics. being super interested in the political climate in our country, doesnt mean that i am interested in office politics. if somebody really steps on my toes, and i believe IF i really really want to retaliate, i know i have the means and all the influence to execute a career assassination.

my personal philosophy in this department is......."solve all problems, not create them"

i am feeling very uncomfortable, with all the attention on me. for whatever reason, people keep telling me that i have this aura of confidence that i exert. but inside, i know i am not as confident as i wished i was. maybe this is exactly what some people want that many dont possess. and i got it for free and dont know how to exploit it.

a profound statement a person i admire and respect alot told me last night.

"dont be an academic engineer, instead be a businessman with an engineering background"

.............. BINGO!!!! spot on!! that is precisely what i want to be! lets see what happens in 10 years.

mating season mating season mating season. wedding bells are ringing, wedding invites are flying, and angpow is crippling my wallet. sigh. i vow to marry 4 times to get back my angpow money!!!

aaahhh......the dreaded valentines is round the corner. what a lovely sight it is to see couples flocking restaurants to splurge on over-priced slabs of stale meat and chemically enhanced desserts and ridiculously priced twigs.

the last valentine that i celebrated..........i prepared the steaks myself....cooked all the side dishes...shared the efforts of making a cheesecake. there were candles all over, camera was flashing all document the beautiful moment that i thought will last forever, and more.
valentine sex was super. i did not document that though. hahahaha.....

this is gonna be the 4th straight year i am spending valentines alone. or is it 3rd? i dont remember anymore. what will happen in 10 years time? will i be celebrating my 14th solo valentine? haha...what are the chances?

in 10 years time, i want to change the world..............


angeles said...

auntie's advice: whilst u are at the top, donch forget to be humble ;)

ei, i had a similiar experience abt 10 years ago... dunno who accused me of having the 'ability' to intercept some head of department's email O.O and some IT expert had to come check my comp personally... of cos, he found nothing lar... :P

so yeah, be careful with the pc u are using ;) kung hei fatt choy!

bear said...

just be yourself, don't need to care too much on what/how ppl think about u..
i believe in you... you surely can change the world! :)

sheon said...

los angeles: i am very humble one... :)
seriously, why some ppl just like to make other ppl's life miserable one huh?....these ppl so watch more carebears, gummybears.......

happy cina new year to you too!!

bear: have too much confidence in me.....haahahhaha